Monday, October 1, 2012

Second First Steps

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She was staring at a pile of dead bodies on the floor of a hallway when she finally realized what was happening.

She floated just above the floor, going slowly at first to get the hang of the brand of spectral movement she was expected to endure from now until the end of days. The carnage seemed less shocking from her current perspective. In her last few seconds, covered in her own blood and breathing frantic breaths, she had been mortified by the sight of so much gruesome death all around her. Now it was just part of the scenery, a painting done exclusively in shades of crimson, and it was oddly beautiful.

In life she had never been attracted to death. in truth she had been utterly terrified of it. But now it was as if every dead body she saw was just an affirmation that, in stark contrast to her time spent among the living, she was most certainly not alone.

“Hello?” she hazarded, expecting ghostly avatars of the bodies strewn across the hall to spring out of their mortal confines and join her in the afterlife. The air remained still and apparition-free, however.

“You’re new to this, aren’t you?” someone asked from the top of the stairs. She looked up in shock, even though she had just been steeling herself to see a chorus of ghosts erupt from mangled bodies. At the top of the landing, there was a translucent young boy with dapperly combed hair and a striped t-shirt looking down at her with a child-like expression of curiosity on his face.

“Y-yes,” she stammered. “Just started a few minutes ago, I think.”

“I’m Mike,” the boy said abruptly. “What’s your name?”

“Dana,” she replied without really knowing why.

“Does that scare you?” the boy asked, nodding at the pile of bodies in the hallway. She looked at the scene again, still expecting to feel repulsed by the sight of it, but still she examined it with a strange sense of appreciation.

“No,” she replied hazily. “Why is that?” The boy shrugged.

“I guess it’s because you aren’t afraid of dying no more. You know, ‘cause you’re already dead,” he posited. “Come upstairs. Everyone’s upstairs.”

“Everyone?” she asked.

“Yeah,” Mike said, “All of the others.”

“What others?” she asked.

“You’ll see,” he said. “Come on.” He waved his hand invitingly and disappeared through a wall. She glided towards the staircase and started walking up it, though her feet never actually touched any of the steps. Mike reappeared at the top of the stairs, a curious look on his face.

“What are you doing that for?” he asked.

“Doing what for?” she asked.

“Using the stairs like that. You know you can fly, right?”

“Sorry,” she chuckled, “Old habits die hard.”

“Harder than that?” Mike asked, nodding once again at the carnage in the hall. She looked down at all of the bodies again. From this angle, she finally realized the brutality of the scene. Blood had splattered the fading green wallpaper where severed arteries had sprayed out the last of their contents, a collection of limbs were hanging from the cheap plastic chandelier, and internal organs that she would have known the names of if she’d paid attention in high school had been distributed untidily on top of a cabinet in the corner of the hall. But still none of it fazed her.

“No,” she admitted. “I suppose not.” With a tremendous amount of effort, she willed herself off the ground with such force that her head went straight through the ceiling and into a children’s bedroom on the next highest floor, wherein there was another grisly scene involving at least five different men of varying size and ethnicity.

Mike’s head popped up next to hers, a boyish grin splashed on his face.

“It’s okay,” he said reassuringly. “Some people never really get the hang of it.” His head started to slowly drift away from her. “Come on. This way.” She followed him slowly, not wanting to accidentally pass through Mike before knowing the ramifications of ghost-on-ghost contact. He rose out of the floor just before reaching a door and turned back to her with a smile.

“She’s here,” he called out loud before disappearing through the door. She slowly rose upwards as well, her feet drifting a few inches above the floorboards.

For some reason she couldn’t understand, she took a deep breath. That would have been her normal response when she was alive, but even now, just a few minutes after she had lost the need for oxygen, she thought she was just being silly.

Old habits die hard, she thought to herself, but not as hard as the poor bastards in the hallway downstairs.

She drifted into the next room, eager to start her afterlife.